Every year on this night I feel saddened. The reason perhaps I have not achieved perfection in any of the sphere I wished to. I was always fond of literature but as an officer in Bengal Engineering college my father believed that science is the only goal of anybody's life to prosper .So I was not allowed to enter into the world of literature. I was very fond of poetry recitation,Kaji Sabyasachi and Soumitra Chatterji was my hero.I was an theater worker,Meghnath Bhattacharya,Bibhash Chakraborty,Ashoke Mukherjii and Soumitra Chatterji were my idols. I was good in 2 sports,Cricket and Table tennis were my domain.
In profession as well I have spent 15 long years in my first company. I only spent such long time with them because I trusted blindly to single person as Idol or Guru.After a long time I understood that the person whom I was blindly following does not deserve to be followed.
In a nutshell be it study,recitation,theater or sports I have not got any proper guru to show me way,any proper guru to get inspired,any proper guru to outshine others talent by my brilliance. So I remain a most ordinary man in any of the field,I have discussed. For that reason I am very jealous of those persons who got success by proper guidance of Gurus.In my life , Gurus remained elusive.
Today is GuruPurnima.
In our religion this a very auspicious day to pay respect to your Guru. I feel saddened as I have not found yet. I only remember my Bengali teacher in school "Ms.Shyamali Ghatak".Though she was not my guru in letter and spirit but she had certainly helped me to grow my interest in literature. I pay my respect within me,since I am not in touch with her nearly 30 years.
I request all people who are more fortunate than me,who have got proper inspirational leaders in their respective fields,to pay respect to their respective Gurus. It is your Guru's blessings for which you have seen success. You are fortunate to have a guru & that is why you are more successful than person like me, who is unfortunate & deprived of blessings.
Gurabe Namaha
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